Jun 22 2008
∞
“ you continually changing your mind about how you feel and what you want to happen is fucking confusing. i know i shouldnt be talking, but it really throws me for a loop when i react to something youve said, and by the time that happens, you change your mind. it makes me feel like i’m being irrational or misinterpreting your words. if its the latter- sorry, but maybe you need to be more specific. i’ve tried to be as honest as possible with you, but maybe i haven’t done a good job? i just… i don’t want to lead you on. nor do i want to dismiss you entirely. i know it sounds stupid, but given things in my life at the moment- i’m just having far too much fun being me to want to let anything or anyone else get in the way. i’m not sure if i’m really making sense. basically i just want you to know that whatever happens, sorta happens, or doesn’t happen- i dont want you to feel mislead or take anything personally.
— SV
